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she is the one and only Hasmah. she sometimes also goes by the name Amah. She has been dreaming for the past few days. This lady is currently steping into the working life.

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October 2008



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Thursday, October 30, 2008 @ 6:08 PM
Lonliness

Lonely, I am so lonely, I have nobody, I'm on my own.... Does that song rings to your head? Haha, yeahh, the ultimate favourite, Akon. Hais, why lonliess? Well I watched a show named 'Sepi', thanks to my sister who brought the vcd from home. Basically its about 3 stories, each with the different perception of 'Sepi' a.k.a Lonliness. I love the show cos its so real. And the endings are logical, not those fairytale endings. I salute the director, writer and producer for the splendid show. This show really raise the bar for Malaysian movies compared to those malay show like ' Cinta Kolestrol' and all that, the Era Fazira and Yury era. Hahaha. A lot of upcoming actors and actresses that is method and one of them is Farid Kamil... Wehoo! Hahaha.


Review: 4 stars! Its a must watch. A romantic love comedy. Just love this type of movies. Knock some sense into me. Never ever take your loved ones for granted. Its when you say we have much time left, you might never know how much time you have left with any of your loved ones just like the character in the show, Sufi. And if I were to lose my bf like the way Imaan did in the show, I think I would end up like her too. When you lose someone you love so much, you won't be able to accept his/her death.

*****

Today is Eman's Birthday. My son. Happy 4th Birthday dear! But according to human age, he is 28 years old! Kak Su, you are the same age as Eman. Hahaha. Anyone interested?? Could still remember the very first time I adopt him and brought him back home. Love you dear... Had a mini cake cutting ceremony for him. Look how much he has grown. My boy is growing. Awwww...

Here are some pics..





Friday, October 24, 2008 @ 9:20 PM
High School days

A fairytale bound to come true? Haha, yeahh got this inspiration after watching High School Musical 3 with my sistas today. Wehoo! Ok the next thing is in your head now is "WHAT IS A 20 YEAR OLD DOING WATCHING HSM3??!" I may be 20 but my heart is young at heart. LOL! I look young, so I must take and use that to my advantage. It was close to a full house! The nest time slot was already fully booked! Despite the fact that it is flaky, i still love it. The girls were like screaming in the cinema when they saw Zac Efron. Hahha, understandable. But his looks tend to be 'jelak'. I love Vanesse Anne Hudgens Apparels in the show. Her dresses are hot!


Review:
I give the show 3 stars! It is a good end of High School Musical. In a way, it is sad that it ended. WIll definitely miss it. I am a fan of it therefore, hais..:'( It is not all about Zac Efron this time. Other characters have their parts too, so it is well balanced. As usual, there is a song about Zac Efron but other than that, its good. So to the fans, please watch it. So don't miss it!

Here is a bonus question: In reference to High School Musical, which character are you?

I think for me, I can't be Gabriella (Vanessa Anne Hudgens) because I am not the clever girl and all sweet. I must say that I am Chelsea! Hahha. To those who never watch HSM before, you are clueless right?

*****

Reality check. You know this won't happen to me in reality. Haiya, please lah. Go Wildcats? Hahaha, not in GVSS. I must admit that I didn't have a good ending to my "High School". I didn't go the prom that I was awaiting for since young. But I didn't regret not going bcos I think that if I were to go, I wouldn't be who I am now in a way. The prom will affect me. Guys issue. ;p But I had a great year in Sec 1 to 3 and I had fun. Sec 4 was very dull. I was not the ever popular girl in school. But there were definitely memories to remember, like being the first ever girl band performing in school! Yeah, believe it or not, I was the lead singer. Hot tau, don't play play ok! Haha, no lah. Being the simple, express girl and all that. I was not the attention seeker type. Maybe thats why my bf fell for me eh? hahahaha. Ya rite, I admit I made the first move! I had a nick name in school. The twins! Yup, most said that I look similar with my best friend. I also don't know. But in a way we do. Long time since we two meet up. Haz and Has! You agree?

And then comes to the year book. Hahaha, i have a pic of myself that all of you will laugh till you drop. Right Busu? My library card. Hahha, glamour skali! Those were the days, with the high skirts, with the baggy bags and adidas shoes. Yepp, it was the trend. Believe or not, i only had long hair Sec 2 onwards. My primary school pics were worst. LOL! But hey, Primary school days are to be laughed about.

*****




Thursday, October 23, 2008 @ 10:29 PM
Is love as sweet as candy?

I watched a very romantic show today, 'I'm not single', starring Farid Kamil and a new actress. I must say that she is sweet and Farid Kamil is so HOT! Haha, its his charms that let girls drool over him. I have a new prayer each time, "I hope god allow me an oppurtunity to meet Farid real life". I have been to KL so many times but not even once I get to see an artist. Pssst..make sure i meet handsome and popular artist, not Awie! hahaha.

Is love really sweet like candy? Hmm, i guess its a different love story for each couple. The show is about this couple who fell in love after marriage. I guess in a relationship it is important for the partners to keep it interesting or else the realtionship would turn dull. Learning and discovering your partner as time goes by keeps the realtionship interesting. Just make sure what you learnt is something good. Its the things that you learnt about one another. I realise that my bf has a habit to touch his nose when he drive. Haha, yes dear you do. There's a lot i realise about him that makes me laugh about it and I am sure there are alot too that he learnt about me. *Gulps* Hope he does, if he doesn't its another problem. - _ - As some of you know, we've been together for quite a long time. To me its not how long but its the strength of the relationship. We can be together for 10 years, but if we are not fated, we can just part anytime. I learn not to be too hopeful. I learn to leave it to faith and to not force things to happen.

I admit I am a normal girl who has dreams to get married, look like a princess during my engagement and wedding day, with the prettiest wedding ambience. But i realise that what is the point of having all these, if the guy is not the one. Then the next question will pop up is; how you know that he is the one? Well, I guess you won't know till the right time comes. I myself have no answer to that. I don't know whether is my bf the one. And to him, I might not be the one too. All i know is that I love him but it doesn't mean that he has to be mine forever. I pray to god to show me the right path because ultimately he is the almighty. I have witnessed people falling in love with the weirdest time ever and to watch these couples do so just fascinates me. Love has a meaning and it is true. It can bring you wonders.

Must you find the right one in order for you be with that person? If you ask me, I would say no. I didn't expect my relationship to last this long. Its a process of life. Btw if you see couples on the streets or anywhere and you think that love is sweet as candy, don't be cheated, cos love its not always sweet. Believe me, if its too sweet also, there's something wrong right? When you eat candy and its too sweet, you'll have a higher chance to get diabetes. Haha.

*****

All I could think about is Farid Kamil. Hahaha. Despite the bopengness, its his charms, his smile and his charisma. Oh gosh, please let my dream come true.....I prefer him with short hair. Just like guys with short hair. ;p

Same not like Farid?? I got Fariz instead of Farid.. Alhamdulillah.. Despite missing the goatie, my Fariz is special. ;p

*****




Tuesday, October 21, 2008 @ 10:15 PM
An unexpected sleepover

It was another plain day. I went to school in the morning to meet up with my supervisor. Had to go through some things and then I met up with my sister and Nor to go home. My sis came back from her check-ups at KK. Thank god, everything is good so far. Baby is healthy. Nor has been wanting to work but luck is not on the side. Nvm, Nor I'll pray for you too k. Insyallah you'll get a job soon. But for now, just rest while you still can. The next thing you know, you will be already off to ITE. Believe me, time passes by really fast without you realising.
*****
I went back home at noon and rested. After doing a research for school, I watched a horror on which I shared money with my sister to buy. Since I cant watch a show at the movies, I decided to buy a show instead. Its the same price and you can watch it all over again. Haha.Its a malay show, "SUSOK". Review: Not scary but good storyline. The ghost looks like a vampire wearing a robe and her hands looks like she wearing a pair of black socks with fake nails attached to it. Haha, but i really like the story line. It is scary that this thing is still being used up to this date. Its not surprising to me that the story could be true. ;p
*****
Today has been tiring for me. My brain is worn out. I need someone to revive my brain from suffocation. Hahahahaha. So exagerating. (Don't know whether correct spelling or not. Correct me if I am wrong.)My brother in law has left for KL this morning so my sis is left alone. She is not well and also her pregnancy is already 7 months so she needs someone to take care of her. My bro and I to the rescue! Yepp, for the first time, we slept over her parents in law house. So currently I am now using her computer to write this post. The kittens are so so so so cute!! Can't wait for them to grow up. Haiya, I am on love with TUX! SHe is practically a tux. Black and white. Shall take pics of all the 5 of them. I forgot to bring my cam. Darn! They have their own big pink cage! Hahaha, hais, I miss Eman when he was this small.
*****
The Noose just rawks! I love Adriana Wow! Agree?



Monday, October 20, 2008 @ 10:18 PM
A literally "PAINFUL" day

The morning started off with a smile as today is the start of a non-working life! Haha, no more early morning rush to the bus stop. Hahaha but I still woke up at 9 and guess why i woke up at 9? MR RED has came to pay a visit for a week. Yup, its this time of the month. Haiya, and yes it was PAINFUL! I was like tossing and turning in bed. The remedy to this is to SLEEP! But the problem i had was I couldn't sleep but at last I did for a while. I wonder how the pain of giving birth is. It should be triple!OUCH!!! Really couldn't tahan the pain. I was putting pressure on my tummy all the time and to make things better, my medicine is out! I need my buscopan but i was proud of myself cos I manage to not eat the med and persevered. Anyways I shouldn't be eating the med always as you might never know what are the side effects. They say that the reason why i get cramps os because the flow of blood is not good. Oh dear, how can I make it right? Is there a way? Must google to find the answers..

*****
Ok enough of MR RED. I had to go back to school today at 2 for a briefing. It was nice to go back to school. Meet some of my friends. Some are still out to finishing their Internship. Too bad for me my close friends were still out with their internship. :( I have to admit, I miss taking 38, staring outside the window while listeing to 98.7FM. But glad that's all over now. It's a whole new chapter to begin with, so..
*****
My sister has her regular appointments at KK tomorrow but unfortunately I am unable to join her as i have school tomorrow morning at 9. So sorry kak, maybe i'll meet you after that if I were to finish early? Hope my sis is recovering well. Can't wait for the arrival for Siti Alysha Lim. You will be as cute as me. Hahaha. It's been a long time since I ate at Tong Seng. I miss the Minced Chicken Noodle plus the fried slice fish!
*****
Feel like going to the cinema to catch a movie. I have been wanting to watch house bunny! Heard good reviews from my friends. A lot of comedies on the way. Hope I am not too late to watch the House Bunny. Please give me time to watch! I am so going to make use of my student priviledges. Only $6 for students..wehoo! How I wish I could be a student for the rest of my life and recieve subsidised tickets, meals and so on. Hahaha.



Sunday, October 19, 2008 @ 6:20 PM
To sum it all

Hari Raya is ending soon..It passed by like the wind. I spent the whole day doing Raya visitings. Today I went out with the TP gang. Haha, friends for a lifetime. We got some catching up to do and we did. Can't believe we are all grown ups now. My aunt house was the first pitt stop. Then we moved on to Pasir Ris to Aisha's house and lastly to Hannah, that's where i met my love. (Read on to find out my mystery love...) To sum up today, I went to Bik Mon's open house. The food there is alamak oi, POWER! Hahaha, SATAY, MEE GORENG(spicy), FRIED CHICKEN and wehoo, free flow of drinks!!! hahahaha. Unfortunately, my camera batt gave up on me. It was running low. Hais, Lesson learnt, Remember to charge batt FULLY before going out! ;p

Btw, i think I have gained a lot of weight especially during this Raya month. Hahaha, hope not too much*gulps*. Seriously, today I wore my songket kebaya and it my buttons were giving way. I couldn't take deep breaths! I was like taking small breaths and force myself not to yawn.Thanks lots to Bik Mon for the satisfying dinner. Thanks Hannah and Aisha for inviting us to your house and to the 2 moms for cooking the wonderful dishes. Thank you aunties!


Introducing Isa Daniel.. 7 months old, hot and available. Ready to mingle. hahahaaha

I have officially fell in love with Isa Daniel. It was love at first sight. Having plans to match make him him with my upcoming niece. So, Hannah, I have made my reservations. hahahaha. He is so cute!!!
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Btw we are making to plans to watch 'The Coffin' together back with the Tp gang! hahaha, can't wait for that! Aisha, we shall help to close each other's eyes k? hahaha.




Saturday, October 18, 2008 @ 10:42 AM
Wake up call

I woke up early despite being its a Saturday. Maybe because I am used to it or maybe because I slept very early last night. This morning made an impact on my life after seeing this video. Its about these two guys who raised a lion since it was a cub but they had to let it free as the lion was growing big and impossible for them to keep it. They let it free to the wild in Africa and they came to visit Africa after a year. They were told that the lion would not recognise them. But you see what was the lion's reaction..It is so touching.

It just makes me love my Eman, Tiara and all the cats that I have more. But it made an impact on me as a person too. This video taught me that if you really someone, it could be your pet, ANYONE, and you put your heart and soul, you will be appreciated and remembered. Be sincere and don't expect anything in return. It doesn't mean that if you are nice, that person whom you are nice to will do the same. Different people have different ways to show that they love and care for you, even for my cats.

I know that Eman loves me, even though he is grouchy and likes to bite. He shows it by 'nyonyot' and he knows that I love him too. I talk to him and share with him my problems despite the fact that he won't be able to talk to me but at least he is there to listen. Tiara too. She is an 'emo' cat. Haha, and her fav song is Hurt by Christina. She shows that she love by licking your lips a.k.a she is kissing you. Awww, love love her. She never fails to kiss me everyday. I created songs for the both of them and now I am in the process of 'composing' a song for Chendra and Chacha. Haha, (only my fam members knows what are the songs, and believe me they get irritated especially my bro, hahaha, but the cats love it!! :p)

I have to face the fact that Eman will leave me one day but I pray each day for that day never to happen. I keep telling him that I will go first. I am being emotional here, but I am sure after you see this video, you'll understand why. It is hard to let go..

To those who have read this post, please see this video and I hope that it will change your life too, like how it made an impact on mine. Please prepare tissue because it is really touching.